“And I am sure of this, that he who began a good work in you will bring it to completion at the day of Jesus Christ” Philippians 1:6
Sometimes I think about my time here and I wonder if I’ve changed at all. Somethings I have noticed. Like I don’t mind anymore if people don’t screw the cap onto their toothpaste… This I’m sure comes from living alone to living with three other girls in the same room. Other things I don’t feel like I’ve changed at all in. Before coming to this program I thought I would come out of this with a heart on fire for the Lord. I thought I would be closer to him; that I would feel full and would speak about Jesus to everyone I see.
Well, after four months I don’t feel that way. Honestly, some days I feel less on fire by the day. This isn’t what I expected to feel like. I didn’t expect to feel this empty. I guess the Lord is just showing me more gunk in my heart. I need to trust that what He has started in me from coming to Cambodia He will bring to completion. I need to trust that He will restore my joy to more than it ever was. I’m just holding on to that promise.